Eeeee!

Eeeeeee >.<

I've been extremely busy lately with many ways to occupy my time... skype, text, homework, diary, novels. I really don't have the time to blog much anymore and there isn't anything I particularly feel the need to speak of. This is one of those moments people tend to stop blogging but I like to blog ^-^ Aiya! What to do? What to do?

I've noticed that since 2011, I've changed a lot as a person and changed my views on many aspects. I guess in most ways, I've followed more morals, behaved better and formed better relationships with my family. On the other hand, I've begun to trust a lot more, believe in the impossible, care a lot more and I don't know if that's a good thing or not.

What I've realised about people in general is that we can change from one year to the next, one month to the next, one day to the next, one hour to the next and even one moment to the next. We're always and constantly changing and soon we are nothing like we used to be. We forget about people that had once been the most important things to us because things change. We forget about our own past sometimes because as time moves on we realise that those things in our past don't matter. It's our future that's important. 

I was reading over my diary yesterday and I saw a quote I copied down from a close friend of mine. 'Don't keep crying over yesterday but smile about the future.' I know I have a very bright and happy ahead of me and I am SO looking forward to it because I just can't wait for it all to begin, but for now I want to appreciate what I have and who I have in my life just in case one day I lose them. Eeeee!


Did I mention how my maths teacher absolutely hates my friend SO much that he actually praises me every lesson, even if I'm too lazy to do the work and all I did was copy her work? xD Life is great.


9.7.2011. ^-^ Did I mention life is great?


Life is great. ^-^ kekee!~

The ultimate plan. >:D

Okay so since Valentine's day, there's been a lot going on between friends of mine and stuff like that. Currently, I am hatching the ultimate plan to get 2 of my friend together... not sure which two yet though LOL! Mwahahahahaaa! Yeah I really want a girl I'm 'friends' with to be with a friend of mine... My plan shall work and I shall succeed ;) I cannot tell you my plan yet but I shall after it is done! Pahahaa! 

Goodbye.~


P.S. My idiot of a friend felt like creating a love tree/diagram and set it as his desktop background... LOL. <3

^-^

I am so incredibly happy. Like so so so SO SOOOO happy ^-^


Everything just suddenly seems to be going great again and I couldn't be happier. LOVE MY LIFE. Lol, I'm sad. I never thought I'd ever say this but I don't want to sleep ever again because life is finally better than my dreams. I don't know but within a few hours, I became the happiest girl alive ^-^ yayayayayayayayayay!


Kekee, I really do hope my happiness will last because I'm absolutely loving this. ^-^


Yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayay ^-^ <3


Bubaii!~

Valentine's Day

Valentine's day is the day of love each year. What did you spend it doing? Let me tell you about my day.

I woke up at 6am for no reason whatsoever. I couldn't get back to sleep till 8am and slept till 9.30 when I decided to get up and do my make-up. I then lay in bed reading Harry Potter till my mum came into my room and we started youtubing Celine Dion and Whitney Houston. 

At 12, I made my mummy give me a lift to my station so that I could get the train to central London to see 3 friends. I got there right on time (at 1pm) and I was meeting one friend a little earlier than the others but my friend was 5-10minutes late *glare*. I was casually standing outside Trocadero  opposite a man and a woman. The man kept staring at me so I tried pretending to be busy and texting and looking away and stuff. The man went over to some other people to ask for directions or something and I sneaked a look at the woman. The woman walked over to me...

Woman: My friend over there thinks you're really pretty.

Me: Oh really? Erm thanks then...

Woman: He really wants your number, can he have it?

Me: Erm no, sorry.

Woman: Oh okay then :( *walks back*

My friend arrives and gave me a huge hug. Both the woman and man were staring at us and glaring madly, so I tried to make non-awkward conversation as we walked off. 

We then went to a little cafe thing called Bubbleology and bought a drink. OMDAIZ the drink was so cool! It was bubble tea but the bubbles could be popped!!!! Wow. xD The tapioca balls weren't as nice as the ones in HK Cafe though. :( My friend stole my phone and tried unlocking it but I had a password and no way was I telling him my password. Never in a billion years would I be stupid enough to do that!;) It took us ages to finish the drink and soon we had to go to the station to pick up our other two friends (one of which was late *glares*) and soon we were making our way to the cinema to watch the one and only WOMAN IN BLACK.

Woman in black is SO scary. I cannot explain how awfully scary it is xD On my way home, I was SO scared of seeing the woman in black jump out at me!:') Check out a review on it by my friend who also went with me today here or my friend's (Rebecca) review of it from another time here! 

After watching it, we decided to go take some sticky photos but the place was packed so we booked a place. At the sticky place, I saw two people I sorta knew so it was really awkward. We left soon to go to HK cafe to buy bubble tea and when we got back, the people were gone. We took some photos and made our way to trocadero underground and then it was home time.

Overall, I had an amazing day and it was really, really fun! ^-^

"You may be able to read me like a book, but it doesn't matter because you can't read between the lines."

Bubaiiiii!^-^

P.S. I recommend The Woman In Black because it's an awesome movie :D!

That moment when you think 'I wish I never knew'.

I hate that awful moment when you find out something about someone close to you or something that involves you which keeps you up at night wondering what you could do to be just that little bit better and make life that little bit more perfect.

A few days ago, I was looking through a conversation between two of my friends and I saw random comments about me and I just felt slightly hurt by what they were saying. I don't know if any of you have had this happen to you, but I can assure you that it is an awful feeling... especially if it's friends that talk about you. To be honest, the comments weren't bad. They were just saying really small stuff but it seemed like hints to how annoying or something I am. Aiya!

I know many things between people. People seem to just tell me stuff and I used to get involved and stuff, but now I feel it isn't my place to interfere with anything unless it involves me directly. I like to give whoever it is the chance to break the news or hide a secret if they wish because at the end of the day, it's better from them than from me. It's not my business and I don't think I have the right to say anything unless I have permission to do so.

Okay. Moving on to what I've been doing with my life since I last posted... On Friday, I had non-uniform day in school which is always fun. I felt much more relaxed and comfortable in my own clothes ^-^ Kekee! Saturday night was one of my close friend's heroes and villains themed birthday party. I first decided to go as Peter Pan and Wendy with my friend but decided it was too hard; next we wanted to do the 118 men but decided that was too informal for a party and we'd do that for the school dress-up day. In the end after many ideas, we just decided to go as Cat Woman's cats. Oh it was quite funny because half the people there were cats! :') Fun times. I got home absolutely exhausted last night after dancing for 4 hours straight. Wow. I had such a great time though and it was SO fun!

Plans for the rest of the half term:

Sunday (today) - Party with the famo friends because it's mummy's and some of her friends' birthday party LOL.

Monday - SLEEP DAY.

Tuesday - The woman in black.

Wednesday - Homework day.

Thursday - Shopping with my girls ^-^

Friday - Sleep day with my Harry Potter and P.S. I Love You books ^-^

Saturday - Homework Day.

Sunday - Bowling and collecting my ice skates ^-^ kekee!

After Sunday, it's back to school. Aiya! So tired.

Did I mention how I ordered mini painted models off the internet for my photography coursework? Wow I'm cool. I also ordered star wars lightsaber chopsticks for my friend's birthday present. My friend knows what it is already so it's not much of a surprise. :]

Yayayayayayayayayay.

Now I shall retreat to my Harry Potter book. Yayayayayayayayayay.

88.~

Some hilarious videos.

My physics teacher showed these to us in his lesson a while ago... they're so funny.

This is why I am failing physics. Enjoy! xD

Role models?

I think that every person should have a good role model to give them a goal in life. A good role model contributes to a good lifestyle, good morals, good intentions and high hopes for the future. I realised my role model today during my head teacher's reading in assembly today. Now I know this is silly, but my role model is Hermione Granger from Harry Potter. I think that currently in the media, there are too many women that are considered good role models. I can assure you that many of these so called 'role models' are actually a mess. Let's take Cheryl Cole for example. Cheryl Cole used to smoke (and probably still does); she has relationship problems. She has tattoos. She is practically anorexic. She suffers from depression. She has been fired from the USA X Factor. Now as much as I personally love her, I would not put her anywhere near my role model category because she's not the type of person I'd like to look up to and want to be. On the other hand, Hermione Granger is a genuine heroine. She is not portrayed as eye-candy or known for her beauty, but known for her intelligence, bravery, care for her family and she is imperfect. I find that despite her being an 'annoying' character in the book and movie, I'd like to be a lot more like her as she has a very good personality, she is extremely clever and hard-working and she is a kind and gentle girl. Yeah, she's lovely ^-^


On another note, I think I may be dressing up as 118 with my friend for a 'heroes and villains' dress up day at school :') I'm going to my friend's party as a cat for her heroes and villains themed party... 'cat woman' apparently. LOL.


I really got to get some work done. FML.


Wendy.~

Last day of the challenge?

Are you satisfied or happy with you life right now?
Yeah, I am pretty satisfied with life right now. Even though I complain about being bored half the time, I'm happy with I'm where I am today. I'm closer to friends, family and stuff like that. I do intend to write in my diary more because I haven't done so for around 2 weeks now, I'll do that in a bit. I also hope to concentrate more in lessons and actually do my homework instead of lying on my bed reading Harry Potter and on the phone to a friend. From after half term, I aim to go to a German revision class on Wed/Thurs after school and go to the gym every Friday after school. I gotta get back into a decent routine. I'd also like to start piano lessons and get a tutor but I think those two things can wait. As for revision, I'd better start soon or else I will actually fail my GCSEs, no joke. Today, I felt ill and refused to leave my bed this morning so my lovely mother let me take the day off school... This means I must catch up on a day of homework and get all the homework in for today done for tomorrow or something. Aiya! I have way too much Photography and Home Economics coursework that is currently undone. These contribute hugely to my overall grade so I must do them in the near future.


Life? Life is great. I just feel really happy with life at the moment. I admit, I do complain way too much about it but it's all good and I am quite happy. If you were to meet me now, you'd never believe that just a few months ago, I was a messed up child. I had issues and life for me back then was completely awful. You'd never believe that a child like me had considered stuff like that... those thoughts wouldn't have slipped through a happy child's mind. Thinking back to that time, I'd consider myself very happy now.


Love? Well that's not important to me as much as before. I'm fine with life without it. Next week is Valentine's day... oh the joys. I think I will just enjoy life that day and smile that one year on Valentine's day, I may feel on top of the world because of that one special person. On that day, everything will be just perfect.


'When everything is perfect, you wonder when it's all going to break apart.'


Wendy.~

Grr.

I have so much to say but I just don't know how to say it. Grr. I might as well skip to the challenges because the day isn't getting any earlier.

Last message to my loved one(s)? I am currently single. That means that I have no 'loved one' although I do crave a boyfriend. It's be nice to have someone to love a little :] I confess that I do like someone... just a little ;) but I don't want to linger on that feeling because I just can't see it working. You see, I used to flirt a lot but now, I just don't. I think that there is no point flirting with anyone because if someone likes you enough, they'll love you for who you are and not because you're cute or sexy or fit and stuff like that. I used to be the type that cared about my looks LOADS, but as most people can probably tell I have just totally given up and I look a mess all the time. I love it though, so doesn't bother me at all. ^-^ Kekee. As for message to loved ones aka family and friends, I'd just like to tell everyone that I love every single one of you, don't ever forget how special each and every single one of you are. 

Omdaiz. Walked into my ex today on my way home from school... LOLOLOLOLOLOL What a loser xD

Bubaiiiii!~


P.S. I've added to my 'billion things to do before I die' page which you can locate at the top of my blog ^-^

Lol.

Alright... so I didn't post Friday and that was purely because I was lazy and didn't want to. XP All I can remember is that it was an awful day. Yesterday was absolutely amazing though.


Let's talk about yesterday. Yesterday was an interesting day. I woke up really early and went shopping with some friend/sister person ^-^. I was a lovely, lovely person and ditched her when she was in the queue to meet up with one of my friends. We walked around for a little doing like nothing planning on climbing up a load of stairs all the way to the top floor of a shopping centre but halfway up, my other friend text messaged me telling me that he had also arrived. Can I just mention how late my first friend was?xD Pooface. We kinda sat in Starbucks and jammed for a while then walked in every direction. (Note to self: Never go to Harrow if I'm looking for something to do... there's nothing there.) At half 5, my first friend left to eat hotpot but it turned out that he could have actually stayed till 6... which was annoying. At 6, I had to leave for a dinner party elsewhere for my friend's birthday so we said our goodbyes and left. My friends decided to tell me that it would take an hour from Harrow to my friend's house... it took 40 minutes and I was 20 minutes early. Keenbean much? I helped with the decorations and when everyone arrived, we sat down to eat the 3 course meal. Omg it was heavenly. The food looked beautiful, smelt beautiful and tasted like God on a plate. By this time, it was snowing SO much and well, I couldn't get home. I stayed the night then left this morning. It took me 2 whole hours to get home. O.O But I'm home now so it's all fine ^-^ Did I mention how hard it is to walk in 4 inches of snow in heels or how cold it is to be wearing a dress whilst walking through the 4 inches of snow? Let's just hope that we don't have school tomorrow because I swear I will actually cry if we do. I'm SO exhausted. Hmm at least I've got my outfit for a party next Saturday ready ^-^ Yayayayayayayyayayay!


I really gotta get going with these challenges, haven't I?
The last memory I want to be reminiscing: Just being with friends and family ^-^
Last person I want to say sorry to: My ex-boyfriend because well, yeah.
Last message to enemies and friends: I'll miss you? xD
I should just give up with these challenges?:') LOLOLOL.


I have a physics ISA prep lesson tomorrow and my ISA on Wednesday (I think)... I just want to sleep.


Wendy.~


P.S. I really want to stop blogging. o.O As much as I love you all, I really CBA, LOL!

I'm really nervous.

I want to curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep, then wake up at midnight to the new day. It's one of those times when I just need a hug >.< I'm nervous for tomorrow, tomorrow is a big day and I'm scared. So fucking scared. Thought I should share this with you guys.


Do you ever get the feeling when you feel that nobody understands you and that you've lost yourself? Ever feel you don't even know who you are anymore. I kinda feel like that at the moment. I don't like this. I've been on tumblr and stuff and everything reminds me of the thing I am worried about. I'm just looking for a little comfort. o.O

Go to dinner with my male maths teacher and head of year? Hell yes.

Weird title, I know. Here's the story behind it... In December 2011, my maths class did a 24 hour maths lesson for charity. We found out today that we as a class have been nominated for the Just Giving Awards 2012 in the 'Most creative fundraiser' section. Here's the link, check it out! Now we were given 6 tickets to go to this award ceremony thing so obviously, our whole class cannot go. The deal is that we have 2 teachers and 4 students to go. The student names that would like to go will put their names in a 'pick the name out of the hat' thing and the ones picked will go. It's like a posh dinner... so yeah. I would SO love to go just to hang out with my maths teacher and head of a year for an evening. LOLOLOLOLOL. But yeah. That's my story. I'll tell you if I get picked tomorrow ^-^ it's unlikely though :(


7) One thing I have wanted to do ever since etc etc etc is ermmmm... I want really good GCSE results ^-^ then the world can end and be over and I'd be happy ^-^!! Kekee~


I have other stuff to write... but let's just keep my private life to myself. ^-^


P.S. Valentines Day is coming up, anyone excited?

Today was a bad day.

Today was not a good day.

Why?

Many reasons.

Lets start with waking up for school. My alarm just wouldn't shut up... so I got up at 6am. Now, I usually get up at 7.15-7.30 ish on a late day. This did not put me in a good mood. On my way to school, I was informed by my father that there is a possibility that I may be abandoned by my whole family and must live in UK alone starting from September (obviously with like a guardian or something). This may seem like good news because I would be free... but I'd rather just have my family around. I feel lonely already. The plus side to that is that I'd live closer to many school friends and stuff as well as closer to my school. I'm also told that I can no longer apply for HK Uni when the time comes because it's 'not good enough' apparently. This is not true but I respect my father's wishes. I am then told that I should put down Government and Politics as a back-up A-Level O.O I can barely tell you who the prime minister is at the moment, let alone whatever else is included in the course. Let's hope I don't get that subject and I get the ones I want. I've FINALLY finalised them...

1) Maths

2) Economics

3) Chemistry

4) Art Photography

Reserve 1) Business Studies

Reserve 2) Gov + Politics

Why else was my day awful? I had one sub teacher for 3 fucking periods in one day. This sub teacher... Wow I want to slap her face. I had her for double GCSE RS and I didn't get ANYTHING done because she just doesn't shut up and stop talking. I then had her for PACE (PSHE/PSE whatever you like to call it). She made us read some article where a girl personifies the illness, anorexia and we had to read it out in front of the whole class. I HATE reading out loud. Her way of making people read was to make the last person to read choose the next person to read. My stupid friend chose me. (I'm not going to forgive you. Swear down. Wait for that slap tomorrow.) Erg. At the end of the day, I pretended to hit my friend with my folder... the sub saw and says 'Wendy, you're becoming a hooligan.' =.='' Bitch. I don't like her.

Another reason my day has been pretty awful is that I've realised that it's February already. This is not good. February means memories, lonely valentines days and soon to be mothers day. I can tell you that in 2 days to come is a very special day to me, a day I was once very happy. It feels so wrong to be in the exact time I was one year ago but being a completely different person, feeling completely different emotions and and treasuring a different group of people in my heart. New friends, new life and all. It just feels so alien now.

Friday. Let's talk about this a little. Friday, as I said, is a very important day for me because of something that happened one year ago. It's also a significant day because there is a flight leaving from heathrow... and half my family will be on it. :( What an awful day, eh? Plus, I've also got to wrap my friend's birthday present. I HATE wrapping presents. =.='' Grrr. Friday will be an interesting day.


Alright. So I have an IT test tomorrow and I am SO unprepared for it. Kill me now. I'm off to revise. =.=''


OMDAIZ. I have suddenly developed a love for my piano. I really wanna learn loads of songs ^-^ I'm trying and failing to teach myself. Not a good idea.


Life? Life has it's ups and downs. Most of it is really up right now but things are slowly getting worse and I hate it. I need a hug. I just don't know anymore. It hurts to think about everything. I don't know what's happened but my health is getting awful as well. I'm slowly getting ill and I just feel all weak every single day. All my energy has drained out of me and I just think I've been too stressed lately. Note to self: Must find time to relax.


Love? I have a strange friend, she's Chinese. She often talks about her girl problems e.g. how she has periods of time when she craves a boyfriend then days later, not want one. She also just talks and talks and talks about her weird life. Since I can't do anything to stop her talking, I just insult her 24/7. She knows I'm just joking.  The weird part of this is that I suddenly understand her random cravings for a boyfriend. LOL. You lot must be thinking 'Gosh what a pair of freaks?' I don't care though, she really does have a point.


School? We had an 'Into the sixth form' evening last night... it was absolutely pointless and stupid. Oh well. Who cares?


Challenge time. My last contribution to society?
I have actually no idea. I'm sorry. xP


I'm done here, gooooodbye!~