Snacking.

"Don't let your fears get to you because the thing creating those fears are the ones who are scared. Keep your confidence and pretend you don't care. Don't let someone be your everything in your life when you're just an option in theirs."


Nomnomnomnomnom! Just a post on how I have weird snacking habits.

I like to snack instead of eat good, nutritious meals. I know it's bad but I do it anyways. There was a phase when I snacked on baby powder ALL THE TIME because if you've tried it you'd admit that it's SO F*CKING NICE! Like, just dry powder xP I love it! It sounds SO disgusting but it tastes really nice!

Another thing I have started snacking on today is cereal. Kellogg's Special K Hazelnut and Almond cereal. I like eating this dry as well and it's SO nice! My mum is addicted to it as of today xP it's like GOD!

Okay, now it's the rant. I'm getting SO fat, like I'll be obese if I keep on with this stupid new habit of comfort eating. I never used to comfort eat and since the end of December/early January, I've started comfort eating. I've been comfort sleeping as well and listening to strange music. I gotta get back to a normal lifestyle but I just can't. I DON'T WANT TO BE FAT:'( Gotta do something about my excess fat now... eerrrrg! *insert tears* Hmm wait that's wrong, I did comfort sleep but now, I just can't sleep altogether. I lie for hours and hours in bed each night from like 10/11 till like 2/3 and I try counting sheep... jumping over fences but it just doesn't work so I end up texting for an hour or so then trying to sleep again.

On the plus side, I've stopped drinking unbelievable amounts of energy drinks? They have SO many calories in them! Like loads O.O 

Okay. Plan of action:

-Eat less.

-Stress less.

-Drink less coke - too many calories.

-Exercise

-Concentrate more in lessons.

-Try getting a decent amount of sleep.

What was I thinking when I made that list? I'm never going to exercise. WTF?!

Anyways, see you!

Thanks for reading, I really appreciate it!