Lalalaaaaaaaaaa~

I have no reason for that title, I just feel like saying 'lalalaaaaaaa' like I have done all day. My random words and random funny faces are contagious, everyone's doing them o.O ^.^!!

YAYAYAYAY! EASTER is coming up meaning CHINAAAAAA (L) and it's only 3 weeks away. But before that, my life is just going to be terrible. Exams, coursework, controlled assessments etc =.=' kill me now!

But this blog post has begun to become pointless and boring again so I'll just stop here. ^.^

Au revoir! *teehees* I know French.

Metro Horoscopes...

Okay, so for the past 2 days I've been reading both mine and my boyfriend's horoscopes... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE THAT MAKE THEM UP?!?! SO BLOODY DIRTY! Yesterday, his said something about getting head... :/ today mine talk about giving it :S WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL?!?! Eurgh. I conclude that Metro writers have dirty minds.

This week has been like terrible. Parents evening... OH MY GOSH. So... my mum wants to bite my Maths teacher's head off, my Chemistry and Photography teachers love me, my Biology teacher complains about how I talk to some asian girl too much and how much better I'm doing now that she's moved me, my RS teacher tells me I'm failing and she's disappointed in me, my Physics teacher just chats bullshit and my English teacher is lovely:). She's preggo though :'( so we're all like NOOOOOO!!!! Hmm, I ran away from my IT teacher... SCARY!!!!!!!

Anyways, I have a load of work and people have been distracting me all day so GOODBYE... I HAVE SHITLOADS OF WORK. FML. BYE. BYE. BYE. BYE. BYE. 1 more day left to go before half term!! YUSHHHHHH!!!

Much Love, Much Love.

I should have posted this ages ago...

but THE GREEN HORNET is AMAZING! I went to watch it on the 6th February and then mummy screamed at me. PAHA, was worth it though. I hate it when parents are so controlling and don't let me stay out late. What a nightmare having a teacher as a mum! >.<

SO... On Saturday, I decided to leave work early to see someone and it was IMMENSE. Sometimes I do wonder why some awesome people bother with people like me but y'know, it's not my loss. We went to this place that's like a lake surrounded by woods and a 'beach'; it was quite late so it was all dark and we walked around in the woods and there weren't many people. It felt really special just us two there because neither of us had been there in AGES. The woods around the lake had changed and there were little areas where you could look out towards the lake and it was really pretty. The fact that there was noone else around was really cool because we had the whole place to ourselves. Later on that evening, we went back to my house and just jammed. 'Twas a good day. I love every day I spend with this lovely person so much. :)

Sunday was just the 'stay at home and do homework' day but I'm SO grateful it's half term next week, I can not stand any more school. This week seriously can't get any worse though, well schoolwise anyways. I got a detention on Monday (best detention ever but STILL!), I have my English controlled assessment on Monday, Thursday and Friday of this week AND I have parents evening tomorrow... I WANT TO CRY.

Bleh. Effort.

Yesterday was Valentines Day ^_^, teehees.

Much love, much love.

Now... it's time to get back to the homework and the joys of your special person blanking you because they have homework to do. Brill.

Good day to you! =.='

When do people find the time to blog?

I would say 'Is it just me or can everyone not find enough time to blog?' but I can't say that because it's very clear that everyone else DOES have time to blog. But WHEN? Is it between the bath and the pre-lunch beers (OH YES I KNOW MY CAROL ANN DUFFY)?

MY LAPTOP DIED. PURE TRAGEDY. I LOST EVERYTHING. *insert tears here*

Also in relation to the past few blogs- I'm a happy bunny again! *inserts smiley face*

Speaking of bunnies, it's the year of the rabbit this year! How exciting, eh? Here's a little information on what this year supposedly brings...

According to Chinese tradition, the Rabbit brings a year in which you can catch your breath and calm your nerves.  It is a time for negotiation.  Don't try to force issues, because if you do you will ultimately fail.  To gain the greatest benefits from this time, focus on home, family, security, diplomacy, and your relationships with women and children.   Make it a goal to create a safe, peaceful lifestyle, so you will be able to calmly deal with any problem that may arise.

Very interesting don't you think? 'your relationships with women and children'... will do.

SO... Chinese New Year, it comes more or less once a year and each year, it DESERVES a celebration right? Well this year has been quite an interesting year I should say. I had a couple of 'family friend dinners', went to a 'special' chinese new year party at a mandarin class (the joys), watched a little bit of Wandi and Connie and went LANDAAAAN with the Sara and the Kirsty and Marcus (whom I do not know, well I do, but not well.) Walking into Xiyin in the middle of London was a little bit of a surprise *insert cheesy smile*!

Anyways, hope you had a lovely CNY and got lots of red envelopes! (not pockets or packets!)

Does getting 100% in a test make up for failing 3 other tests?

Okay, so I failed an IT test with like 72%, I have to retake >.<. I also failed 2 physics tests, one where I got like 16/36 and I forgot what I got in the other one but I GOT 100% IN A MATHS TEST. WOO! (I didn't revise for any :L)

I think that if I work hard, I shouldn't fail my GCSEs too badly, right?

Hmm, I have my Mandarin GCSEs coming up >.< I think I should revise, but I can't be bothered to. If I fail, I'll have to do another year though, and I DON'T want to do that. I'm already trying to find reasons to get my mum to let me quit Chinese School... BLEURGH.

Work is such effort.

It doesn't suprise me how someone that means a lot to me won't reply to me at all whatsoever, but I really wish they would. That would be I did some major shit in vain though, but I miss him >.< Ah well, if he doesn't reply then he obviously doesn't care which is good ^_^

AMSTERDAAAAAAAAAYAAAAAAAAM in a bit more than a week, I'm not even that excited. That's depressing, I'm not even sure I want to go anymore.

My life is such a joke.

PAH!

对不起。

有一些人，有一些事情，一辈子也不会忘记的。我永远会记住你的。

祝一个很重要得人，
谢谢你在我的最困难的时候来帮我;; 对不起我不能把你当成我的生活中最重要的人。现在你已经不在我的身边了，但是我爱上你了。

I should be asleep, I'm not asleep. I hate it when I over think something and can't get to sleep. I've noticed that if something is bothering my physical or mental health, my living habits totally change. I hate it. Ah well, I should try and get some sleep. I didn't get any till like 5/6am last night, unbelievable.

The worst 2 days ever.

Don't you hate it when you lose someone, then you realise how having them in your life made everything seem so much better and livable (I don't think that was a word)?

Somehow in the last week, I've managed to lose:

1) Someone that's pretty much my sister. (They're abandoning me in the devil country. They haven't died.)

2) My purse.

3) A heart folded out of money. (It was in my purse >.<, sorry Andy:(!!!)

4) My old oyster card.

5) All my library cards.

6) Anything else that was in my purse.

7) My phone. (I haven't lost it, it just refuses to work)

8) My laptop. (I haven't lost that either but it refused to refused to work earlier and I was like WHAT THE F*CK?!)

9) All my liveliness. (I sleep when I'm depressed.)

10) All my energy. (I sleep when I'm depressed.)

11) All my appetite. (I refuse to eat when something is bothering me, making me unhappy or when I'm depressed or when I'm ill actually.)

12) All of my will to resist to do  something that I once hated and had morals against. I know it's wrong but it's necessary at this time in life.

and lastly-

13) Someone that means the world to me. (They haven't died either.)

Is it right to tell someone that they mean absolutely nothing to you, they're worthless, you hate them, everything they've told you is a lie, each piece of emotion you felt for them was fake and another whole load of total cowpat (I don't like swearing on here ^^)? I did have a reason for telling such an awful lie though, it hid the truth. If I told the the truth, I guess I'd be hurting them even more in the future, is that worth it? I don't mind suffering the pain and hurt now, I just don't want them to feel worse in the future. I miss him.

Last blog of 2k10 ^^

OKAY. HI.
Well this blog post hopefully won't be a whole lot of footle because... well... it's NEW YEAR'S EVE!! New years day in about 10 minutes ^^

Anyways, to anyone *I doubt there will be any but still* who's reading this, have an amazing year full of happiness and joy and I wish you all the best for 2011!

It's 2011 now! That's how slow it takes me to write 6 lines >.<!

New Years Resolutions:
1) To blog quicker >.<
2) To attempt at being nicer to people...?:S
3) To eat less chocolate!!!!
4) To have fun this year, do whatever I want and enjoy it because I'll never get to live this year again.
5) To blog relatively frequently... and to not give up like all the other times?:L
6) School.
7) To try not to do anything I will regret a lot ^^
8) New Years Resolution directed to people I have told/will tell I would do already!

Once again, I wish you an amazing year, jftr it's  1.1.11 xD <3

Wendy.~ xoxo