Okay, so I failed an IT test with like 72%, I have to retake >.<. I also failed 2 physics tests, one where I got like 16/36 and I forgot what I got in the other one but I GOT 100% IN A MATHS TEST. WOO! (I didn't revise for any :L)
I think that if I work hard, I shouldn't fail my GCSEs too badly, right?
Hmm, I have my Mandarin GCSEs coming up >.< I think I should revise, but I can't be bothered to. If I fail, I'll have to do another year though, and I DON'T want to do that. I'm already trying to find reasons to get my mum to let me quit Chinese School... BLEURGH.
Work is such effort.
It doesn't suprise me how someone that means a lot to me won't reply to me at all whatsoever, but I really wish they would. That would be I did some major shit in vain though, but I miss him >.< Ah well, if he doesn't reply then he obviously doesn't care which is good ^_^
AMSTERDAAAAAAAAAYAAAAAAAAM in a bit more than a week, I'm not even that excited. That's depressing, I'm not even sure I want to go anymore.
My life is such a joke.
PAH!
Tuesday 11 January 2011
Monday 10 January 2011
对不起。
有一些人，有一些事情，一辈子也不会忘记的。我永远会记住你的。
祝一个很重要得人，
谢谢你在我的最困难的时候来帮我;; 对不起我不能把你当成我的生活中最重要的人。现在你已经不在我的身边了，但是我爱上你了。
I should be asleep, I'm not asleep. I hate it when I over think something and can't get to sleep. I've noticed that if something is bothering my physical or mental health, my living habits totally change. I hate it. Ah well, I should try and get some sleep. I didn't get any till like 5/6am last night, unbelievable.
祝一个很重要得人，
谢谢你在我的最困难的时候来帮我;; 对不起我不能把你当成我的生活中最重要的人。现在你已经不在我的身边了，但是我爱上你了。
I should be asleep, I'm not asleep. I hate it when I over think something and can't get to sleep. I've noticed that if something is bothering my physical or mental health, my living habits totally change. I hate it. Ah well, I should try and get some sleep. I didn't get any till like 5/6am last night, unbelievable.
Saturday 8 January 2011
The worst 2 days ever.
Don't you hate it when you lose someone, then you realise how having them in your life made everything seem so much better and livable (I don't think that was a word)?
Somehow in the last week, I've managed to lose:
1) Someone that's pretty much my sister. (They're abandoning me in the devil country. They haven't died.)
2) My purse.
3) A heart folded out of money. (It was in my purse >.<, sorry Andy:(!!!)
4) My old oyster card.
5) All my library cards.
6) Anything else that was in my purse.
7) My phone. (I haven't lost it, it just refuses to work)
8) My laptop. (I haven't lost that either but it refused to refused to work earlier and I was like WHAT THE F*CK?!)
9) All my liveliness. (I sleep when I'm depressed.)
10) All my energy. (I sleep when I'm depressed.)
11) All my appetite. (I refuse to eat when something is bothering me, making me unhappy or when I'm depressed or when I'm ill actually.)
12) All of my will to resist to do something that I once hated and had morals against. I know it's wrong but it's necessary at this time in life.
and lastly-
13) Someone that means the world to me. (They haven't died either.)
Is it right to tell someone that they mean absolutely nothing to you, they're worthless, you hate them, everything they've told you is a lie, each piece of emotion you felt for them was fake and another whole load of total cowpat (I don't like swearing on here ^^)? I did have a reason for telling such an awful lie though, it hid the truth. If I told the the truth, I guess I'd be hurting them even more in the future, is that worth it? I don't mind suffering the pain and hurt now, I just don't want them to feel worse in the future. I miss him.
Saturday 1 January 2011
Last blog of 2k10 ^^
OKAY. HI.
Well this blog post hopefully won't be a whole lot of footle because... well... it's NEW YEAR'S EVE!! New years day in about 10 minutes ^^
Anyways, to anyone *I doubt there will be any but still* who's reading this, have an amazing year full of happiness and joy and I wish you all the best for 2011!
It's 2011 now! That's how slow it takes me to write 6 lines >.<!
New Years Resolutions:
1) To blog quicker >.<
2) To attempt at being nicer to people...?:S
3) To eat less chocolate!!!!
4) To have fun this year, do whatever I want and enjoy it because I'll never get to live this year again.
5) To blog relatively frequently... and to not give up like all the other times?:L
6) School.
7) To try not to do anything I will regret a lot ^^
8) New Years Resolution directed to people I have told/will tell I would do already!
Once again, I wish you an amazing year, jftr it's 1.1.11 xD <3
Wendy.~ xoxo
Well this blog post hopefully won't be a whole lot of footle because... well... it's NEW YEAR'S EVE!! New years day in about 10 minutes ^^
Anyways, to anyone *I doubt there will be any but still* who's reading this, have an amazing year full of happiness and joy and I wish you all the best for 2011!
It's 2011 now! That's how slow it takes me to write 6 lines >.<!
New Years Resolutions:
1) To blog quicker >.<
2) To attempt at being nicer to people...?:S
3) To eat less chocolate!!!!
4) To have fun this year, do whatever I want and enjoy it because I'll never get to live this year again.
5) To blog relatively frequently... and to not give up like all the other times?:L
6) School.
7) To try not to do anything I will regret a lot ^^
8) New Years Resolution directed to people I have told/will tell I would do already!
Once again, I wish you an amazing year, jftr it's 1.1.11 xD <3
Wendy.~ xoxo
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